about us

My name is Bryan Jackson having lied, cheated, stole, begged, and borrowed to get my next high; indulging in sexual immoralities and drinking to an excess to become numb.

Being molested from 7 years of age to 9. Thoughts of this abuse resurfaced by the smell of dial soap when I was 15 years of age. For years, I couldn’t look in the mirror because all I seen was a monster that disgusted me. Many, may have seen a beautiful smile of my mother’s legacy, that appeared as still waters that ran deep; but what lies beneath that surface were currents of pain, anger and confusion. Leaving me to have many different personalities that I couldn’t explain or understand.

This lead to drugs, alcohol, streets, and incarcerations. Not having the resources to get to the core of the trauma I had dealt with had spun me into chaotic misery. The system of incarceration had become a revolving door for me. I was slowly giving up, and secretly overindulging with drugs in hopes of overdosing.

It was then that I began to pray, it wasn’t a 12-step program for me. Everyone has their way that they make it through. In learning to lean on god’s everlasting arms I found that forgiveness of self as well as the one who molested me was essential.

Once I began the process of forgiveness of myself, as well as others, was I then able to begin the process of healing.

You must forgive,as God forgave you. Forgiveness is for you

In order for me to deal with the multiple personalities, I had to begin removing my death clothes, like Lazarus, to even talking about being sexually abused, to getting to the core of weeds in my harvest.